Geram..memang aku geram..

asm..

emm..ni aku nak lepas geram..ni..eiiiii geram memang aku geram..geram..geram (version halim osman)...aku geram kat sekor budak kat opis aku ni..ala..budak yg aku citer sebelum ni la..org yg sama gak..opis aku ni bukannya ramai sgt staf..yg paling bengong je tu hok tu sekor jah..

hari ni dia tak masuk opis..kitaorg talipon dia, dia cakap dia kat UPM buat sale..kitaorg tanya tak masuk ofis ke?dia kata 'PANAS' dok ofis...eii..ofis ni ada 3 biji aircond..depan meja dia lagi..panas kepala hotak dia...aku rasa dia bengang + malu sebab last week kereta dia kena tarik kat ofis..pas tu plak start bulan ni gaji dia kena potong sampai RM600 je..kalau dia nak lebih..depends on commission dr sale dia la..kadang2 kesian jugak..ye la mana nak bayar keta lagi..sewa rumah, nak tanggung 'bini' lagi...tp bila memikirkan sifat ego dia yg melampau tu..tak yah nak kesian2 de..dia ni memang ego..dia nak tunjuk yg dia tu byk duit (esp dgn makwe/'bini' dia) padahal habuk pun tarak..aku ingat lagi masa last year birthday makwe dia..dia beli jam RM300..padahal bukan ada duit sgt pun tp nak tunjuk punya pasal..hutang aku RM50 pun belum bayar lagi..

kengkadang aku terfikir macam mana la pemikiran budak ni..nak kata bodoh..masuk 'U'..tp tak matang langsung..banyak kali dah aku dengar dia kata nak bertunang..pegi pilih kain yg harga 'ratusan ringgit' dgn makwe dia (dia kata, bukan aku kata)..tapi sampai skrg takde pun..cakap jer lebih..kitaorg kat ofis ni dah letih telinga dengar cerita dia..dulu dia slalu bergayut dgn awek dia guna tepon ofis tp skrg dah takde dah..mgkin sebab bos dah sound kot..bos aku pun dah malas nak ambik tau pasal dia..lantak dia la..

emm..lega sikit kegeraman aku...okla..nnt kalau aku geram lagi aku sambung plak..chow!

Ustazah... 

My Daugter & Me! 

Cousin's wedding in Kuala Berang 

Boring

>>our beloved Yasmin Najwa<<

Arghh...I'm so bored...typing a tender specifications for customer..it is not just a page but nearly 6 pages.. I have to complete all the tender specifications for about 50 equipments...what a b**ch!dateline: end of July..meaning that I have to finish at least 1 equipment per day.I'm not so confident to participate this big project because it's very risky..this project actually for UIA under IDB (International Islamic Bank). It cost about RM12M..and they will buy base on package. Yes, we can complete all the equipments in the package but..of course if we talk about a bulk of money, there must be some people behind the scene..the 'Dato'2 & Tan Sri2' will surely have the power in this project..we cannot avoid the bribery (some sort like strawberry la)...we cannot compete them if we do not know any people titled 'Dato' or 'Tan Sri'..actually IDB have approved to give RM100M for UIA Gombak & Kuantan.We just want to play with 12% from that..my boss said "Just do it, if we think that we cannot compete than we stop"..well..boss is boss..just follow what he said..I'm sleepy...help!!!!

Pengantin: Yong & Abg Adi.. 

Sg Siput...Yong's wedding 

Wonderful life..

>>our beloved Yasmin Najwa<<

Future...

Hi..Asm...

just come back from MINT & UPM. Kat MINT tadi jumpa ada sorang Dr ni, baru dpt title Dr..he advice me to search for another job and guess what?MINT has advertised an offer for contract research officer tp esok dateline..sempat ke aku nak submit ni?apa lagi aku terus blah pegi admin block & amik borang...cuba nasib je la..Dr tu ckp offer utk budak degree je..so no competition with MSc holder..try je lah..mana tau nasib aku baik kat situ...

Appointment aku dgn Dr kat UPM actually at 11.30am tp aku sampai 12.00n..gara2 Dr kat MINT tadila..janji pukul 10.30am..pukul 11.15 baru dia ada kat bilik dia...yelaa..nama lagi Dr..bz memanjang..aku jumpa Dr Z tadi kat UPM-Jbt BioMedic...quite hard jugak la nak sbg MSc ni..byk benda nak kena pikir..yuran dia quite high...rasanya aku kena buat RA jugak..then baru bleh survive..tp kalau nak tunggu utk RA kena postpone dulu la hasrat aku nak study ni sbb for the time being most of the researchers takde enough fund utk RA...kena survey lagi kalau2 ada yg punya duit utk RA...
Bla pikir pasal masa depan ni..susah jugak...yela...challenge tu semakin tough from year to year..kalau mintak keje government setakat ada degree je..takde maknanya..org lain lagi ada Master/phD...org pandang macam SPM je jugak...camne nak buat ni?????tulonn...aku dah tak sanggup stay kat sini lama2..kalau boleh hari ni jugak nak quit..tp tak bolehla..gaji sorang mana cukup nak hidup kat kl ni beb....ini pun gaji bulan lepas tak masuk lagi..sah2 company takde duit ni...tak tau ler..apa2 pun layan jer!!!

MC!!!

Asm...

puas hati..aku amik MC 3 hari..rabu,khamis, jumaat...bos takde..aku apa lagi..menggunakan peluang yg ada la..tp aku buat jugak keje kat kampung..balik kg 5 hari pun tak cukup..everyday full..tambah2 lagi time cuti sekolah ni..kenduri sana sini..sempat pegi kenduri kawan lama..'ayam' & senior "k'teh & azan"..sabtu tu 4/6 konvoi ke kuala berang..sedara pulak kawin..penat jugak...ahad terus balik kl..memang kalau nak balik mesti kena cari MC la..tak cukup kalau setakat balik weekend jer..penat pun tak sempat hilang...
chow..buat keje pulak..esok bos dah masuk keje..kena siapkan apa yg patut nih..:)