The first day of school..

Salam,

Today is the first day for my first daughter at Rehal-Centre playschool..hopefully she can adapt with the new environment, teachers & friends. For the first week, belum start kelas lg coz the teachers nk bagi the children adapt dgn tempat baru..then next week baru start kelas..


and si adik still maintain stay kat tadika raudhatul ulya sbb dia dah biasa dgn babysitter kat situ..
These some pics during nabila's 1st bday celebration

Happy Birthday Sweet Little Princess

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Hari ni Nabila dah pun genap setahun..cepat betul masa berlalu.Rasa baru semalam mama lahirkan Nabila.So far Nabila dah boleh bangun sendiri tapi berjalan belum lagi..takpe sayang, take your time..tapi aktifnya mak ai..kalau dlm kereta memang tak bleh duduk diam..penat melayan..bila time dia tido baru lah lega sikit..itupun dengan gaya tido yg bermacam ragam..but she's so sweet..


And last 31st May 2008 was mama & papa's anniversary yg ke-5..hmm dah 5 tahun rupanya mama & papa hidup bersama dan dikurniakan 2 puteri yg comel2..semoga rumahtangga kami sentiasa dirahmati dan dirahmati Allah dan kekal hingga ke syurga.. To my beloved hubby, thank you for being a very patient partner to me ..i'll give u all my best and will always love you now and forever.


Actually last wednesday we all balik kampung to attend 2 wedding ceremonies and just sampai kl pkl 12.30am semalam..these a few pics taken during balik kampung..sempat gak singgah pantai irama bachok makan sotong goreng..and it was the first time Nabila tengok pantai..huhu

Malas Day..

Salam...

So malas nak wat keje hr ni..because..hr ni last day keje utk minggu ni..tonight we all nk balik kampung..dah lama rasa tak balik kampung..almost 2 months kot..had a few wedding ceremonies to attend @kampung, my old time bestfriend (29/5) and my hubby's niece (31/5)..have to go home early today coz belum habis packing baju lg..hopefully bleh bertolak seawal mungkin and insyaAllah with safe journey.To my hubby drive carefully and ingatlah orang yang tersayang..huhu..

I have a lot of sample and data to be analyzed actually..but..leave it to next week task..hahaha..lalala..

Penantian Satu Penyeksaan..

Penantian memang satu penyeksaan...currently I'm waiting for the result of my last interview..i don't know when it will come out..very scary..even i knew it's hard for me to be selected as other candidates are more experienced than me, i'm still hoping for a miracle from Allah..mana la tahu ada rezeki kan..but if i failed pun not a big deal coz i knew ramai lg yg lebih layak..but i still put my hope on it...

For my daughter, we have surveyed a few kindergartens and found one that might be suitable for her..an islamic kindergarten located in Seksyen 8 (owned by my UKM's senior) and will move to seksyen 9 this coming june..we'll decide it later..

My second princess, will be one year next month and still malas nak belajar berjalan..but dah berani lepaskan sebelah tangan bila berdiri..and dia punya mulut memang always bising especially when she's yelling to her sister, who always kacau dia..

End of this may, my old time fren, Safnatul Salisa will end her single life and for sure I have to go back to Kelantan to attend her wedding ceremony..may U have a happy marriage fren!

A few scrapped photos by me who just know about digital scrapping..hehehe

An experienced..

Assalamualaikum..

Today is friday and this coming monday will be a public holiday and because of that some people take this advantage to skipworking today so that they can have a 4 days off..including some of my colleague and this make this building sunyi & sepi...with nearly empty paarking lots..whatever..Happy Holiday for all..

Last few weeks I've been in KlCC accompany my hubby for his meeting (sibuk mengekor sbb nk merendek kat klcc..hehe) and while waiting for him, i did my window shopping. I found this beautiful dress that for me the price is too much
can u guess how much this beautiful flowered pinky dress is cost? Its RM259..huh! Isn't it too much?Well, it may branded but the cloth is just same like others..but well it's over my limit..haha..

And last week was very unforgettable experience for me..I was attend for an interview and it was a very challenging interview i've ever gone through...with 4 professionals from US and 2 local Managers..huh! it was a miracle from Allah if I can pass the interview..and all other candidate looks more experienced than me...huhu..InsyaAllah..

Time for School

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Just a few days before I've been thinking about my first daughter educations.She's already 4 years old and I think this is the time that I should start to think and plan about her educations. And I hope that I'm not too late for it..some people said that if u send ur child to school too early, they will miss their playtime and some said that u should send them as early as u can so that they can learn at early stage..all of these make me confused and to play safe, i think 4 years is the best age for my child to start going to school.
I keep searching for a few kindergartens and i've found one that hopefully can meet all my requirements-it's an Islamic Kindergarten, own by muslim, not really far from my house, provide transport to pick up and send back home(but i prefer to do it on my own), reasonable price and 7am-6pm. There is Smart Reader Kids just near my house but i think its better if i send her to Islamic Kindergarten so that she can learn Iqra' and other Islamic lessons. I will go for site visit to see the environment of the school and all the teachers there.
So my girl, be ready for your school days!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Special Dedicated to my beloved mom

I look back on these years
To see how far I've come and grown,
I take a trip down memory lane,
And what I see has shown ...

That every step I've taken,
You have been there by my side ...
From infancy to adulthood,
We've stood the test of time.

You cradled me and nurtured me,
Through all these many years;
You held me and did comfort me,
Through happiness and tears.

You'd pick me up when I would fall,
You'd dust me off and then,
Encourage me to get back on
That horse and ride again.

Your constant care and loving,
And your warm inviting heart,
Has always been a treasure that
I knew would n'er depart.

If I could be "just half" the person
You have been to me ...
Then you have taught me well dear mom,
For in my heart I see ...

A woman whose most gentle soul,
Embraces me each day ...
A woman whom I dearly love,
Much more than words can say.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS IN THE WORLD (including me!)

**Frustrated**

Assalamualaikum..

Yesterday, me & my hubby went to the shop where we booked our dining set. At first we were very excited because the salesgirl told that the shipment from Indonesia had arrived including our dining table..but then when we checked, the table that they produced was not meet our requirements..and the silly thing is the height of the table is not as standard it should be..betapa kecewanya kitaorg...then we told the salesgirl to ask their production team in Indonesia to make another unit and we have to wait another 2 months..huhu...berjanggutla nak dapat meja makan ni..


On the way back, we dropped by my brother's house to grab 2 unit of vantage table clock (wedding gift) from my sister in-law.

Lupa nak cakap..last week kan ada HomeDec dekat KLCC Convention Center..but then it was not good as last yera punyer..tak byk product pun..just that gerai Impiana buat promotion by subsribing 6 months of the magazine, dpt free gift which is Vantage product..so apalagi..my hubby terus subscribe 1 year..so dapatla satu piring kecik dgn wall deco bentuk kasut ni..bolehla..

Sekitar homedec..kesian the kids..penat betul..


ok..more pics in my fs or fp kay!

Selamat Bertunang..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

A. ***SELAMAT BERTUNANG***Special wish dedicated to my beloved - young, handsome and charismatic cousin, Hairul Azwan Ahmad, who had officially engaged to his beautiful lady named Nora in Terengganu last Friday..cepat2 le kawin yer...

B. My younger daughter, walaupun belum merangkak,dia dah pandai panjat tangga and excited betul dia bila dah sampai half way tu..she will become 1 years old dah early next month..cepat betul masa berlalu..rasa macam baru semalam melahirkan dia...

C. Si kakak diserang batuk berkahak 2/3 hari ni..kesian dia..nak tidur pun tak lena..and i notice that lepas sapu minyak yuyi belakang & kat dada dia, then baru dia boleh tidur lena..bagus betul minyak yuyi tu..and she still keep asking me to send her to Smartreader kid's school..sabar ye sayang..next year u will be there..skrg ni dah tak bleh register kot..

D. Keje..hmm..last week punya experiment contaminated la plak..kecewanya..huhu..kena repeat balik..lemah semangat sungguh dibuatnya..redha je la..this time kena cuci betul2 incubator tu..this is one of the risk when u're playing with microbes..especially fungus..the spores can easily spread and ur sample are in highly risk of contamination..apo nak buek..hopefully i can finish all my labwork by this coming semester and start writing a paper. My supervisor was still in Europe and he will be back another 2 weeks..better prepare a reports!

E. This week my nephew tumpang kat rumah for 2 months-doing his practical training at Kenseisha factory in Bangi..meaning that kena la masak dinner tiap2 malam..huhu..habis la diet aku ni..

F. My hubby is a very happy person this week..got his new shoes and new shirt..

G. Have to search for wedding gift to: Ecah (my officemate merangkap peneman time hubby outstation-10/5), Lisa (my friend since in matriculation and UKM-29/5) and Tuti (my hubby's niece-31/5)

Kakak & Adik..

Assalamualaikum..

Until today mama still tak sempat nak transfer gambar masa celebrate birthday najwa hari tu (ada dlm hp papa)..sekarang najwa dah 4 years old and she kept asking me to send her to smartreader kids school which is located just near our house..she said dani and alif (her friends kat nursery) school kat situ..everytime we passed by the school she will ask me to buy the uniform..wait la sayang..mama & papa kena kira budget dulu..huhu..insyaAllah next year mama htr 'we'(nama manja najwa) kat situ..

Adik? Adik is nearly one year old this early june..so far adik dah boleh bangun pegang kerusi and panjat tangga..tapi belum merangkak...makan memang semnagat..apa yg kita makan semua dia nak..siap nak amik dari dlm mulut lagi..nasi bubur semangkuk tu pejam mata jer..seronok tengok bila dia makan..tp kalau dgn papa mesti adik tak mkn byk..papa malas agaknya suap adik..ye tak?sian adik..

Mama?so many works to do..mama punya thesis still 1/3 baru siap...hopefully mama can finish my study by middle of next year...tak larat dah..then bleh cari permanent job plak...dah penat dgr papa membebel..huhu..sian mama kan!

Papa?apa ye?papa always sibuk dgn keje2 'mengsettlekan' rumah-pasang lampu, baiki paip etc..satu dinding belum cat lagi tu papa..bila??and pesanan mama utk papa..marilah kita diet bersama2 utk menjaga kesihatan kita..(aka mama tak yah masak makan malam dah :p)

I got it!!

Assalamualaikum!

Officially I would like to say goodbye to my late nokia butterfly phone (bought in 2000 if i'm not mistaken) which has been kept as hp archieve in the store...i'm so sorry coz i have to let you go and it's all because u already out of date..however, i'll never forget all the sweet things u have done to me..i really appreciate it..thank you so much for everything..

And now I already got my brand new sony cybershot K850i which i've been dreamt before..


and these are pic of my two princess snapped by the phone


At last..i got it!

Happy 4th Birthday!

Assalamualaikum..

Todays entry is special dedicated to my beloved sweet elder princess, Yasmin Najwa who celebrate her 4th birthday today..

To my dearest Najwa,
-Please know that mama & papa love u so much
-There's no such a cute girl like u in the world
-May Allah bless u always
-Be a good daughter and sister
-MAMA, PAPA & NABILA LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

The New Look..

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Welcome to the new look of my site..act I'm searching for my fav skin (of course the sakura blossom one) but this is the best I could find..oklah tu..

Regret that I can't upload pics from my vacation to Kemaman last months due to a burden of works to do before registering the new semester begin..i have only 2 semester to go (i hope so) to finish my Master..and luckily my faculty decided to make MSc thesis easier than before..Student can just publish at least 2 international papers, put them into the thesis cover with introduction and end up with the conclusion..there you go a MSc thesis..so from now on I have to prepare my mind to publish 2 papers..I already have a draft for one paper..hopefully I can publish it as soon as possible..

Last 2 weeks, I was busy searching for a dining set for my house..actually we're looking for a jati set..because most of the jati shop do not have stock for the set that we interested in, so we have to wait for at least 2 month.Tunggu je lah...


Quite oldish..but we both like it!

Back to work..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Just come back from cuti-cuti malaysia

1 week we all kat sana..release tension jugakla..will update some of the pics later..and today..I'm back here, back into my lab..how I miss my lab so much...huhu..will start writing my thesis..I will!

SlidEshoW

Dilema...

Assalamualaikum..

Lama tak memblog ni..very the busy la..so many things happen since I'm not blogging especially after PRU12..haha..quite a shock result, isn't it?well..just accept it..it will not much different for us who didn't connect with political things..hopefully all the new state government will workhard to fullfill their manifestos during PRU12 campaign. And hopefully Pak Lah will change..

Back to my beautiful life, currently my younger daughter, already 9 months and her first cutest teeth have shown up..she can lunges forward and explore all around the house by herself...and i noticed that lately she talks too much especially with her sister...although her development was quite slow, I'll never stop waiting for her to crawl and sit by herself..

My first daughter will be 4 yrs old this coming april. She also love to talk and sometime she will increase our temperature with her non-stop questions. But she is a good sister. She's the one who take care of her adik time mama solat, mandi or masak..




And Papa..he just arrived home yesterday after leaving us for a week and he will leave us again next week for a training (Nak ikut ke tak?Hmmm..still in consideration).

Mama?Huhu...today Mama start suffer for health and beauty..last week there was a Melilea demo in my office and when they measure my health, my body age is already 37!10 years older than my age..and my BMI has already overweight..kena buat sesuatu ni..confirm order one set and I was advised to do Melilea fasting for a week..and today I start fasting..and first time teguk Melilea tu ya Allah..tuhan je yg tau..nak termuntah!a few hours later, perut dah rasa semacam..rasa mcm mual nak muntah jer..mcam mana nak minum 4 kali sehari ni..huhu...sabar2..nak cantik punya pasal..rasakanlah...by hook or by crook kena buat jugak.Biar berbaloi dgn harga...hopefully I'll be more strong to drink it..

ANYBODY WANT TO TRY?GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!Contact me okay!

Kena tinggal lagi...isk..isk..

Masuk hari ni dah 4 hari kena tinggal dgn hubby..next monday baru dia balik..huhu...penat jugak kena handle the two princess..especially waktu pagi time siap2 nak pegi keje...si kakaknya tak bangun lagi..si adik la yg problemnya..dia before subuh dah bangun..time nak mandi masukkan dia dlm baby cot and kelilingkan dengan mainan byk2, but still she kept membebel and kalau lama sangat mama kat dlm bilik air, she will start crying..tak senang nak mandi..mana yg basic je la...then part yg nak kena angkat si kakak dari upstairs masuk dlm keta tu yg lemah tu..berat tu...but then that's what mommy's for..luckily ada my ofismate yg masih single yg sudi nak accompany me at home (Special contribute to my sis, Ecah!)..she got to layan karenah si Najwa ajak main lego la, main masak2 la..huhu..sorry Sis! But nanti dah tak dpt nk mtk tlg teman dah sebab she will busy preparing her wedding things..

To my hubby-Cepatla balik...

MaRiLaH MaRi..PeRgi MenGuNdi..

Jom kita pakat tunaikan tanggungjawab kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia..walaupun mungkin sukar untuk memilih, pilihlah dengan menggunakan akal fikiran yg waras..jangan ikut nafsu dan emosi..yg penting kita dapat hidup dengan aman dan harmoni dalam negara Malaysia yang tercinta ini..
Tentu kita semua tak mahu tanahair kita ni menjadi seperti negara2 Islam lain yang huru-hara, sentiasa diancam bahaya, demonstrasi sana demonstrasi sini..kenangkan masa depan anak2 kita nanti...
Kita harus terima kenyataan yang negara kita ini mempunyai penduduk yg pelbagai kaum dan agama. Why don't kita hormatkan sesama manusia dan bahagikan apa2 sahaja secara adil dan saksama supaya semua puas hati. Dengan ini tidak akan timbul kemarahan dari mana2 pihak dari mana2 agama/kaum dan kita boleh hidup dalam aman dan sejahtera dalam negara kita..kerajaan yang memerintah pun tak yah pening2 kepala...
Ini tidak, sesama agama dan bangsa pun dok bertelagah, tak bersatupadu..kutuk mengutuk antara satu sama lain..org luar dok tepuk tangan..tak malu ke????Tak payah la dok cakap pasal agama kalau diri sendiri pun dok mengutuk orang suka2 hati jer...

TAK PAHAM BETUL LAAAA!!!!

Singapore Jokes

Just to share a few jokes copied from one of my fav blog

Singapore Jokes!

Teacher: Ah Kau, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how
much would your father still have?
Ah Kau: $10.
Teacher: You don't know Maths.
Ah Kau: You don't know my father la!

Mother: David, come here.
David: Yes, mum.
Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse.
David: But but but....I will only get my report card tomorrow ???
Mother: I know that, but I'm going Hong Kong tomorrow so I'm scolding you
now.

Father: Why did you fail your Mathematics Test?
Son: On Monday, teacher said 3 + 5 = 8
Father: So?
Son: On Tuesday, she said 4 + 4 = 8.
On Wednesday, she said 6 + 2 = 8.
If she can't make up her mind, how I know the right answer one ???

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No la, mine is undying love only !!!

Man: How old is your father?
Boy: Same as me la.
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He only became a father when I born lo !!!

Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as
your brother's. Did you copy his?
Simon: No la, teacher. It's the same dog!

Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Son: That's why I tell you she's no good!

Teacher: Where were you born?
Student: Singapore , Sir.
Teacher: Which part?
Student: All of me ma....

A boy came home from school with his exam results.
" What did you get?" asked his father.
" My marks are under water," said the boy.
" What do you mean 'under water'?"
" They are all below 'C' (sea) level !"

Quite good hah!

Trip to Langkawi

A few pics during our trip to Langkawi last month..this is the first time papa & mama bawak Najwa & Nabila naik flight..AirAsia jer :)..ikut papa pergi training seminggu..punya excited Najwa dpt naik kapalterbang tu..maklumla selalu dok tgk dlm TV dgn atas langit jer...Nabila pun rilek jer..takde meragam pun..ala sejam je pun atas tu...

Hotel tempat we all stay tu jauh dari tempat makan yg biasa2 nih..apalagi jenuh la mama asyik makan maggi jer. nak makan kat hotel..huh..burger jer dah RM10..giler.papa plak training sampai malam everyday..tak sempat nak berjalan pun..Nabila pun syok je asyik tido dlm bilik..Najwa asal petang je mesti nak pegi berendam dlm swimming pool..penat gak mama melayan karenah korang ni..but anyway mama really appreciate every moment we spent together..kalau tak, time mama keje, belah mlm je la mama boleh layan korang..so papa..bila lagi nak bwk kitaorg berjalan?hehe...

Welcome 2008

Assalamualaikum dear readers,

We just stepped in 2008 and hopefully all of us have left 2007 with full of sweet and happy memories to be remembered..and may 2008 will bring more happinest for us..Just to share some of big things happened in 2007..

Registered as a student in UPM (back to school time!)


Continue my contract with MARDI (sampai bila la aku nak jd buruh kontrak ni!!)

Added a new members in my family..Yasmin Nabila was born on 2nd of June 2007 just after we come back from jalan2 in Penang (attend a seminar act. ;P)

Moving into our own brand new house in Bangi..and it's interior design masih dlm pembikinan lagi

and 2008..

So many thing planning to do hahaha...and one of the most important is to get back my previous weight and pakai balik all bju2 yg dah tak muat huhu..plan diet ni bukan aku je tau..all of my officemate..kitaorang siap nak catu makanan kat ofis..takleh makan sebarang2..our motto 'KURUS ramai-ramai, GEMUK sorang-sorang'...hahaha..harap2 menjadi la..mana taknya kalau before this kat ofis ni asyik makan jer..(jangan ingat kami ni tak buat keje plak..keje jalan tau!)..tu yg habis baju tak muat tu..sayang jer..daripada buat baju baru..baik kecikkan badan balik..target aku takla banyak sgt..kalau boleh dapat balik dlm 50-52kg pun dah ok dah..

Another important thing..this year kena siapkan thesis..at least a few chapters..memang le semester ni aku defer..tapi keje tetap jalan..experiment tetap kena buat..nak collect data utk thesis..so that by next sem aku just edit2 ajer..aku ada lagi 2 sem secara minimumnya (tak termasuk semester ni yg aku defer)..huhu..harap dapat la aku capai..insyaAllah

For my family..hopefully Najwa akan lebih pandai menjaga adiknya sebab nanti mama have a lot of things to do..and papa please help me too.This year Nabila akan boleh merangkak dan berjalan so I'll be more busy on that too..fuh!

Dan semoga negara kita MALAYSIA yang tercinta ini akan sentiasa aman damai..tak nak la dengar lagi kes2 jenayah yg tak berperikemanusiaan etc...bersyukurlah dengan apa yang telah dikurniakan oleh Allah kepada kita semua..

:)

Getting cold.

Salam. Takde idea nk tulis..tak sedap badan rasa..seram sejuk macam nak demam..asyik bersin aje hr ni...tekak pun sakit and my voice quite strange...something to share;

1. Nabila, my second daughter dah already 6 month and we start her solid food with farley rusk. But the one yg really excited was her sister..dia plak yg nak sibuk nak makan adik punye..Nabila pun dah boleh meniarap tp tak boleh lama2..kalau nk pakaikan pampers tu asyik nk mengiring aje keje dia..

2. My mother in-law dah selamat berangkat ke tanah suci last friday..semoga dia sentiasa diberu kesihatan untuk melakukan ibadah haji dan umrah dgn sempurna..dan memperoleh haji yg mabrur.

3. Next semester nk rehat sekejap dari bayar yuran..but the labwork kena jalan gak..and have to report to my s/v every 2 weeks..bila la nk tulis thesis ni..

4. My hubby kena pegi training Langkawi next week..still dlm dilema nak ikut ke tak..seminggu tu kena tinggal keje..

5. My house-kitchen cabinet yg kitaorg expect akan siap end of November rupanya hampeh shj..budak salesman tu tipu kitaorg hidup2..rupanya dia tak masuk queue production kilang pun lagi..tup2 dia lari resign macam tu je..hampeh sungguh..at last kena deal balik everything dgn bos dia..nasib baik bos dia tu ok and promise tu install the cabinet paling lewat pun new year ni...so tak berkemas lagi la dapur kitaorg tu..

Hmm..ok la..tak larat la rasa..jumpa lagi di lain episod..

Salam. Takde idea nk tulis..tak sedap badan rasa..seram sejuk macam nak demam..asyik bersin aje hr ni...tekak pun sakit and my voice quite strange...something to share;

1. Nabila, my second daughter dah already 6 month and we start her solid food with farley rusk. But the one yg really excited was her sister..dia plak yg nak sibuk nak makan adik punye..Nabila pun dah boleh meniarap tp tak boleh lama2..kalau nk pakaikan pampers tu asyik nk mengiring aje keje dia..

2. My mother in-law dah selamat berangkat ke tanah suci last friday..semoga dia sentiasa diberu kesihatan untuk melakukan ibadah haji dan umrah dgn sempurna..dan memperoleh haji yg mabrur.

3. Next semester nk rehat sekejap dari bayar yuran..but the labwork kena jalan gak..and have to report to my s/v every 2 weeks..bila la nk tulis thesis ni..

4. My hubby kena pegi training Langkawi next week..still dlm dilema nak ikut ke tak..seminggu tu kena tinggal keje..

5. My house-kitchen cabinet yg kitaorg expect akan siap end of November rupanya hampeh shj..budak salesman tu tipu kitaorg hidup2..rupanya dia tak masuk queue production kilang pun lagi..tup2 dia lari resign macam tu je..hampeh sungguh..at last kena deal balik everything dgn bos dia..nasib baik bos dia tu ok and promise tu install the cabinet paling lewat pun new year ni...so tak berkemas lagi la dapur kitaorg tu..

Hmm..ok la..tak larat la rasa..jumpa lagi di lain episod..

Layan la pulak..

Hmm..sekali dengar macam lagu nasyid...tp macam best pulak layan lagu ni..

Izwan Pilus - Kembali Senyum

Pantas kau diam membisu
Ada garis sendu diwajahmu
Salahkah sekadar aku bertanya
Berikan jawapan
Kuatkah ikatan cinta

Apa mungkin kasih mu setia
Tak ku duga airmata berlinang
Luka perasaanmu sayang
Sengaja hatimu ingin ku duga

Tak terlintas fikiran mencuriga cinta
Ku tahu seputih dingin salju
Itu warna cintamu
Kekasih usah merasa ragu dan sangsi

Kekasih cinta ku takkan terbelah bagi
Keringkanlah airmata dipipi mu sayang
Kembali senyum
Dan maafkanku...

Sempat lagi tuuu..

Ahaks...Assalamualaikum...acece..sempat lagi memblogkan diri nih..padahal kepala tengah berserabut buat progress report..dateline hr ahad ni..hr ni memang kena siapkan sebab tomorrow I've to show them to my supervisory commitee...susah sebenarnya buat master ni..nampak mcm senang jer..hehehe..cuba dulu baru tahu..entah bila la nak start menulis tesis ni..huhu..sem depan kita defer..yeah yeah!!!azamnya sem depan nak defer sebab nak buat eksperimen banyak2 and kumpul data sebanyak mungkin.sem seterusnya baru register and start tulis thesis...insyaAllah...time for lunch!
Pic of the day!

Moving...

Moving into our new house is really a big agenda for this year..very the tired one..and i think it is going to be a couple of months to complete the all kemas-kemas activities..huh!but it's all worth it because the house is fully ours and we have to spend a lot monthly to pay for it..the housewarming event will be held as soon as the kitchen cabinet is fully installed and hopefully it will be held before raya haji coz my mertua will go to Mecca end of this coming november..
And Najwa is the one who is really excited moving into the new house coz she can turun naik tangga and play her pinky bicycle all around the house.Cannot wait to see all the things set to their places and bring in new furnitures!!!

How's Raya??

Still in raya mood everybody??Raya tahun ni very the hambar one..tak rasa sangat raya..kesian my kids..tak berjalan ke mana pun cuti raya..dok rumah jer..rumah nenda pun tak sempat pegi..bukan tak sempat sebab sibuk..tapi entahler..cuti seminggu raya macam sehari jer..tak sempat buat apa pun..yg sedihyer..gambar raya pun tak sempat amik..huhu..jadual raya tahun ni;

11/10-gue udah cuti but my hubby still keje tp half day jer..by 3pm kitaorang bertolak dr kl ke kelantan.Sampai TM around 10.30pm.bukak puasa dlm keta jer.my hubby drive all the way non-stop coz dia malas nak potong keta banyak2 kali..

12/10-kat TM..my brothers & sisters pun dah sampai kat umah mak.this day my hubby sibuk pegi beli tv baru for my mom and pasang astro. petang dlm pkl 6.30pm balik umah mertua. Sempat bukak puasa kat umah mertua. (nak fair la konon2nya).

13/10-Pagi raya..hubby pegi semayang raya & aku sibuk siapkan anak2.pakai baju raya kejap jer..by tengahari tak larat, tukar baju..my mertua plak tak sihat.so terpaksa la hubby bawak pegi hospital tengahari tu. ptg dalam pkl 4.30 br diaorg balik dr hospital.pkl 5pm balik raya kat umah mak TM kejap.mlm dlm pkl 9.30pm balik umah mertua balik.

14/10-takde buat apa.dok umah tengok tv. nabila plak asyik tido jer..so raya kedua dihabiskan dgn tengok tv dan masak

15/10-pagi raya ke-3 kemas2 brg nak balik TM.as usual sblm balik kena la masak dulu..huh..tension gak kadang2 tu..lepas makan and kemas2 everything, baru boleh bertolak.sampai umah mak TM dlam pkl 3pm.at night my older sister buat BBQ kat umah dia.aku tak pegi pun coz nabila tido kat umah mak. so my hubby just bwk najwa je.

16/10-hari ni pun dok rumah je..Nabila mcm biasa dgn aktiviti tido dia and Najwa sibuk main dgn sepupu2 dia.

17/10-pegi kenduri umah mertua kakak.then balik rumah, tengok tv etc.

18/10-kemas2 brg nk balik umah mertua balik coz mlm ni mertua nak buat kenduri arwah sikit. so kena balik awal sikit. by 12n kitaorg sampai sana.Sampai2 jer kena masak..16 ekor ayam..fuh!berpeluh ketiak..my mertua la nak menantu kesayangan dia ni masak ayam masak kicap kesukaan ramai..adus...penat..

19/10-ad hock decision..kitaorg nk balik kl hari ni coz nak settlekan move in to our new house..so packing2 everything and balik TM kejap..by 3pm kitaorg bertolak balik KL...sampai umah around 10.30pm.

And last night kitaorg dah bermalam di rumah baru..banyak lagi nak kena kemas..brg pun belum habis berangkut..minggu ni minggu mengemas rumah la gamaknya...

insyaAllah raya tahun depan akan lebih bererti.Raya tahun depan mesti buat trip menziarah saudara mara dan sahabat handai..Nabila pun dah besar sikit next year..insyaAllah jika dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..Aminn.

makan berpada-pada bila bukak puasa..jgn jd macam ni...

Shopping Raya!!

Kejap jer..dah tinggal lebih kurang 4/5 hari je lagi nak raya..last week pegi sogo..umang ai..ramainyer org..pegi masa hr jumaat..yg tak semayang jumaat pun ramai..tolong bini bwk bakul..dekat tempat baju budak2 tu memang berhimpit nak pilih baju...sempat le grab 2 pasang utk najwa & nabila..sepasang for me and hubby..tema kitaorg thn ni..purple maroon..macam kaler rumah gak..hehehe..duit raya? hmm..thn ni budget tak byk..sama je dgn thn lepas la kot..just tambah budget na hadiahkan mak tv baru...upah jaga masa pantang hari tu..hehehe...tv kat kampung tu dah season..bayangkan sejak esei umur 7 tahun ayah beli tv tu..skrg dah dekat 20 tahun la umur tv tu...kaler pun dah tak berapa nampak dah..tu yg nk ganti baru tu...
Hmm..lunch hour ni nk pegi beli cat utk rumah yg under renovation tu..nampak gaya macam tak sempat nak pindah before raya ni..:(..pening gak pikir kaler2 nih...takut tak match..main bantai aje nih..
tapi kan..hmm hr ni mood keje dah makin kurang..otak dah kat kampung ni...balik kampung..ho ho ho balik kampung!!!

Menitis air mata..

Terjumpa artikel ni dalam satu blog..sedihnya baca..tanpa sedar air mata menitis..teringat makkat kampung..tak sabar nak balik kampung raya ni..nak cium & peluk mak..

Warkah Buat MAK (sedihnye...) coretan kesah benar seorg anak yg telah kehilangan ibu tercinta.. sila hayatiiii


Mak.....
Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan
sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih....
Mak tau tak.....
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak..... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....
mak macam dan sedia.....
Seminggu sebelum tu.....mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.....
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu.....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih..... kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu..... pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak.....
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran diam .....
kengkadang siaran indonesia ...mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi
mak ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas
mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...kiter
kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm..bahagiaa nya saat ituu..
Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 s akit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk...
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..mak memang degil...
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit kami adik
beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.... .
Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....
Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak k e hospital dan itu lah pertama dan
terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak, kiter kata nak beli kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer..cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit... mak gelak ajerr.....
Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai.....mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.. ...
Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...bila kiter eksiden terlanggar kelinn naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat
mak.....
Bila balik sahaja kampong....kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....
Mak....tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau...
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...
mak, kiter menipu mak kan ...ampon kan kiter....
Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pa gi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital.... nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn
Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..kosong. ...sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar
suasananya.. ... terasa syahdu dan s ayu gitu...dinginnnn. ...
Mak.....
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan ....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buat
gitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....
Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis..... kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi.... Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la.....nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh, kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya...!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya... .
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...anak mak yang seorang tu demam....
Mak tauu...cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan.. .
Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...boleh kata setiap malam selepas
maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan. ...
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...tangisan tak dapat dibendung...
Mak tauu...kiter cuba bertahan... memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak... nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ..????
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi... Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak..nanti kalau
gini ajer mak yang susah kat sana .."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis..... Agaknya mak nampak adegan tu...
sebab malam jumaat kata orang roh balik rumahh... mengharap sedekah da ri anak2 nya...
Mak tau tak...di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat.... menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma...hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....
Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu.... kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ...
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak... esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje... Takper yer mak...kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH dan jutaan terima kasih
kerana membesarkan kiter... memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah.. sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang... boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..
Sekian terima kasih.

Yang Benar
Anak mak yang dah tak degil


p/s Bagi yang ada emak , tunjukkan lah kasih sayang anda sementara ada sedikit masa lagiii.....

Where all the money goes...

This our new house..stillunder renovation and this is where all our money goes to...very telan the duit la..memang betul people say that u will lost ur money once u buy ur own house..so far dah 70% siap..hopefully we can move in after raya..luckily we sempat beli this house on last minute punye decision at that time..the place is very strategic..just across masjid besar bangi, hosp pakar azzahrah & annur, dekat nak masuk highway..tengah2 bandar bangi..it just about the price..tp standard la..suffer la dulu..


very the pening bila nak pikir pasal rumah ni..kalau boleh nak la rumah seperti yang diimpikan..but yet the money is still leading..nak beli furnitures lagi..curtainnya..kitchen cabinetnya..huh..so many things!

Binatang yang bertopengkan manusia...

Dalam beg ada mayat?Pembunuhan kejam seorang kanak-kanak perempuan yang mayatnya ditemui dalam keadaan bogel dalam sebuah beg pakaian semalam amat mengejutkan dan tidak dapat diterima oleh akal manusia yang normal. Tak dapat dibayangkan oleh kita yang normal ni macam mana la agaknyer perasaan manusia yang sanggup mencabul, mendera dan membunuh kanak-kanak yang lemah tu..Begitu zalim manusia di akhir zaman ini..hingga sudah bertindak seperti binatang ganas..langsung tidak menghormati sesama manusia..risau pulak bila memikirkan nasib anak-anak kita nanti..na'uzubillah..semoga Allah menjauhkan kita dan keturunan kita dari segala kezaliman manusia yang berhati binatang dan melindungi kita semua dari godaan syaitan yang direjam..Aminn..

Take a rest!

Uh..i'm so disappointed..yesterday i had my 'monthly routine' coming back to my life after a long rest from 'it'..since my 2nd princess was born, suddenly 'it' came yesterday without any notice and i had to break my fast at 6.30pm!Haiya..i thought this year still tak payah ganti puasa lagi..huhu..and may bebecause of the long rest, it makes me very weak & flat.Poor to my hubby that he have to take care of the children last night and miss his tarawikh..sorry honey! i'm so tired!
And today..i still rehat kat rumah ditemani my youngest daughter, Nabila. The eldest one, Najwa, papa dia hantar ke nursery because she loves to be there..everyday after kitaorang ambik dia kat nursery, masuk jer kereta, she will say "esok gi school (means nursery) lagi ye mama!'Even during weekend pun dia will suruh mama & papa pegi work so that she can be at her 'school'.

this one is a pic of najwa tengah buai adik dia..konon2 rajin la tu..hmm..rajin ikut mood jugak tu!time dia malas..dia tak layan pun..hmm..kadang2 karenah diaorang ni memang menguji kesabaran kita...kalau boy lagi la kan!
So hari ni nampaknya kena masak utk buka puasa since i tak pegi keje..nak masak aper yer?hmm..tempoyak ikan patin sedap jugak tu..hehe..oklah..nabila dah merengek tu..baru bangun tido lepas mandi tadi..nak menyusu la tu..that'sall for today..kalau rajin petang nanti blog again!

hari nii..

hmm..hari ni i'm so malas nak buat keje...ekceli so many things to do but when there's a lot, it becomes none..hehehe..i have to organize back my schedule la..thesis pun belum start tulis lagi ni..arghh..now dah second semester..lab work pun baru halfway jer..it's not so easy when you have a lot of responsibilities.If it not well organized, everything will turn down. Hopefully it will never happen to me..before bad become worse, it's better for me to organize everything back. So to make my blog updated..nak story sikit about the past..

hmm..just celebrate my birthday last month..that's my birthday cake from hubby.Thanks sayang!The one and only person yg paling excited was my eldest daughter la..si Najwa..tak sabar2 dia nk tiup candle..macam celebrate besday dia plak..biasa la budak2 memang excited..

this one pic najwa masa pegi flora fest kat putrajaya hari tu..hmm..best giler tengok so many beautiful orchids kat situ..tp dpt ronda kejap jer sbb hubby dgn baby kat dlm kereta tengah tunggu..

So many things..

Aloo..oh my blog!..it's been so long since my last update..hahaha...so many things happened when i was away from you...now we're back on the holy month of Ramadhan 2007..Syukur Alhamdulillah we're still here..still boleh menikmati kenikmatan berpuasa dan menjalankan ibadah yang sewaktu dengannya..
Well, since my last update..i'm now a mother of two beautiful princess!


Susah jugak actually..really menguji kesabaran..luckily it was Ramadhan..so that i have to be so strong to layan karenah of my two daughters..si kakak buat cara dia,si adik pun ada perangai jugak..but not so much..actually they're both a very good and behave daughters..Thank you sooo much Allah for giving me a great family..
Hmm..everybody dah shopping for raya ke?hua!!belum shopping apapun lagi!!we're so busy with our new house renovation (and also the money gone to the contractor)..this year punya raya just berhabis for the kids je la..mama and papa dapat sepasang baju sorang dah ler..still wondering bila agaknya hubby nak bawak gi shopping raya ni???
Nanti sambung balikla..ada keje skit...selamat berbuka puasa!!

nak update

Assalamualaikum everibodi!!!
hmmm...lama tak bagi new post nih..last sekali my post dec tahun lepas!...buzy ler...banyok kojo..tanggungjawab dah makin bertambah..srg ni kena tanggung 4 jawatan - isteri, ibu, pekerja & pelajar..wadus..bukan senang tuh..lagi2 sekrg ni tgh berbadan dua (Congrates to Najwa coz bakal nak dpt adik)..but i have to be strong..semua kena buat dgn cara yg terbaik..kalau orang lain boleh buat, takkan kita tak boleh? betul tak? tp yg letih bila hubby kena outstation..adus..penat tak tergambar rasanya..semua kita kena buat sendiri..tp apa2 pun life must go on..tu la yg boleh menguji sejauh mana kesabaran kita..ye tak?
well..takde apa yg menarik sebenarnya..just nak meng'update'kan blog ni jer..
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MAULIDUL RASUL!